"i just want THAT fish!"

i was feeling a little bit bummed at the end of prom, because of some personal drama that had left me feeling lonely. i hadn't even been praying for any comfort, but it just came to me. the below quote is my attempt to approximate this random thought that popped into my head:

"Put it in perspective: this is just one small moment. Yes, it's hard, and no one likes to be left out, but your life is going to get better. You are not unlovable. Just because no one is in love with you right now doesn't mean no one ever will. There is great happiness waiting for you."

this is coming from the girl who doesn't feel like she gets inspiration: i'm pretty sure that was an inspired random thought.

*title of this post comes from my dear friend, jubear :)

baby feminism

today was a great day.

i'm not making excuses for the many month gap in posting on this blog. i honestly forgot. (but i kind of love it, having rediscovered it)

sis and i made lemon poppy seed muffins today. as usual, we talked about life over baking and glee. the title of this post comes from our discussion about me and my "baby feminist concerns". i love that i have older sissers to look after me and my spiritual welfare.

somewhat related thought i wrote in my gnal:

I fear that a handsome man will sweep me off my feet, make me forget who I am, and marry me. I fear that the fairy tale will fall (dramatically) apart.